Checking In with my Friends

Dear Friends,
Checking in it’s been a while since I last posted. For those that don’t know me I’m captaineo I suffer from generational anxiety and severe depression. I live in Japan and lost my parents back home, lost access to my children after my divorce and I feel most of the time in a living nightmare. I try to fight and keep battling through. The world is **** these days and people are aweful to each other so much I get panic attacks when people look at me sideways.
This place here with you is my only tribe, safe haven where I can share my thoughts and situations. I miss that in my life as I feel in a very honest way truly alone. I have done to take care of my family who are in financial distress and same time, but sometimes is just over the line. And there is no way thru as family take care of my sister who suffers from leukemia and mental illness. I honestly don’t know what to do sometimes. All of this mess in my life which I can’t cut off. As my word is my bond that I would look after family.
I need a survival coach to help me build myself with more resilience as I don’t see the world getting any better and same goes for me.
I hope you all are well and fighting your own battles with courage and doing right for others.
Many sad hugs and blessings
EO

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Wishing you peace.