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Old Dec 28, 2024, 01:32 PM
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I have two cysts practically at my tailbone, my left arm is itchy beyond high hell and I tried wound care but fuuuuking hell am I itchy and I didn't like the way the strips looked (naturally ripped all those off) and the drug store didn't have any of those tubes so the wrap wouldn't stay. There's a light that keeps blinking for no fking reason, it's a motion sensor and my mom put it there for mice but there's no fking mouse (nevermind, solved that, broke it). There's so much noise and all of it is driving me insane. OKAY CAN THEY NOT SLAM DOORS?!?!?

I slept 5am-8am today, people are talking and I don't even know who, and I swear I'm going to take a scalpel to my butt and flush it with alcohol. The flashbacks will NOT. STOP.

What do you do when literally everything is hell? I could probably have buffalo chicken mac n cheese in front of my face right now (my favorite food of all time) and freak out because it smells weird or eating disorder or "it's the wrong spoon," or some shyt.
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Old Dec 28, 2024, 04:56 PM
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Old Dec 28, 2024, 07:10 PM
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Did they change your meds at all recently? I get all the 'weirdness' with food, even favorite foods. My husband had a cyst like that and it had to be surgically removed. I'm sorry things are so bad right now.
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Old Dec 28, 2024, 07:29 PM
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There are some incredible youtube videos of pilonidal cysts. Super gross.

Yeah i just like saying pilonidal.
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Old Dec 29, 2024, 11:05 AM
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Did they change your meds at all recently? I get all the 'weirdness' with food, even favorite foods. My husband had a cyst like that and it had to be surgically removed. I'm sorry things are so bad right now.
Sunday I overdosed on benzos, and I think Tuesday night they gave me 1mg of Klonopin and half a miligram the next night. They put me on cephalexin too I think Tuesday too, and I stop that Monday. Last night I was having none of that crying until 4am because I'm afraid of sleeping BS though so I took some stuff (1/3 of it was my own prescription).

But for scheduled meds to be prescribed, no.
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Old Dec 30, 2024, 10:25 AM
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There are some incredible youtube videos of pilonidal cysts. Super gross.

Yeah i just like saying pilonidal.
You sent me down a rabbit hole haha
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Old Dec 30, 2024, 10:52 AM
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You sent me down a rabbit hole haha
Thats another word for it!

As i am the master of all butt related problems, baby wipes or other moist butt wipes do help the situation from returning. I think they are basically toilet paper cuts.
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