Brain tumor/choir director angry I’ve missed so much choir!

Hi. I’m having slurred speech again and near fainting/dizziness/room spinning which Google says go along with a left-sided brain hemangioma when it’s bleeding. I was just in the ER for suspected blood clot in my lung but they completely missed the hemangioma symptoms! In fact, they mentioned my all-over body shaking but missed that it could be a seizure. I had slurred speech Monday again but nobody did anything about it! My mother just said “I can’t understand you”! All these symptoms together are probably the hemangioma bleeding. I have an MRI on Friday but I wonder if they’ll move it up to today- Thursday. To top it off my choir director is angry with me for missing so much choir! She just st saw me Sunday. Asked if I’d been sick. Of course I said no. lol. My MRI Friday/tomorrow is to see if the tumor has grown. It was the size of a nickel 3 months ago. I see the brain surgeon a week from Friday for the results. Nickel size is big enough to cause slurred speech, etc. and to top it all off the choir director has my new CD set. I’d left it for her with the secretary- my ex!- but she hasn’t mentioned it even though I was at church Sunday and she asked how I am. She thinks I’ve been playing hooky and dropped out of choir!