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Old Aug 17, 2026, 12:40 AM
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Two things. Who used to be my best friend “put up a boundary” with me days ago. Won’t talk with me. Or text. Makes me cry.

Then Caleb hung up on me! No goodbye- just disconnected and I don’t know why.

My whole life is up in the air with Pdoc gone.
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 07:24 AM
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At last it’s Monday ! Calling treatment team very soon
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 12:08 PM
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Pdoc is back! Trying to get an earlier appointment.
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 12:25 PM
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That's great! Hopefully she has a much sooner appointment.
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 12:26 PM
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That's great! Hopefully she has a much sooner appointment.
No word yet…..
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 02:49 PM
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It’s almost 4. ��
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 02:59 PM
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Hang in there. I’m sorry about what happened with your friends. That’s not cool.
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 03:29 PM
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Guess Pdoc doesn’t have any openings as it’s 4:30 and nobody’s called.
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 07:25 PM
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I'm sorry
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 07:53 PM
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I did talk with Caleb. For 2hours! We’ve got to find time to get together at his place- I’ve never been. There’s so much I haven’t seen and so many restaurants I’ve heard of their great food!
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 07:55 PM
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I just ate a whole pint of Ben and Jerry’s. Don’t feel so great!
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Old Aug 17, 2026, 10:44 PM
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I just ate a whole pint of Ben and Jerry’s. Don’t feel so great!
What flavor? I dont like the ones with candy pieces in it. I like the strawberry shortcake and the fudge brownie something. I might need a halo top this week. Its only monday and ive already had a tough week!
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Old Aug 18, 2026, 09:24 AM
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It was the tonight dough- cookie and brownie dough!
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Old Aug 18, 2026, 09:26 AM
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One friend is still not talking to me but the other is! Woot!
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Old Aug 20, 2026, 09:23 AM
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Well the one who was talking to me decided to be mean to me- twice so I told him to take a hike! And I haven’t heard from him since- I told told him to **** off. He was mean to me and not happy for N3’s engagement!
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Old Aug 20, 2026, 09:28 AM
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Seeing Pdoc Wednesday. So close so far.
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Old Aug 20, 2026, 10:31 AM
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not happy for N3’s engagement!
that's really rude I'm glad you are sticking up for yourself and your family though I'm sure it hurts. Rely on us while you wait for pdoc.
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Old Sep 04, 2026, 06:31 PM
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Now Caleb has blocked me. He’s being completely controlling and irrational!
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Old Sep 06, 2026, 09:00 AM
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Caleb had been secretly dating someone else hence the call dumping and vague “Gotta go”s.
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Old Sep 06, 2026, 04:18 PM
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I'm sorry.
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I hated his heavy smoking and his addictive personality. The fact that he was a liar and a sneaky cheater just makes it worse.
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that's really rude I'm glad you are sticking up for yourself and your family though I'm sure it hurts. Rely on us while you wait for pdoc.

What he actually said was that my mom stole my engagement ring from my marriage to my kids’ dad from me and gave it to N3 to give to his gf. That’s not true. He twisted reality. What really happened was I’d forgotten the diamond engagement ring existed and had no idea that my mom had it in her safety deposit box since I took it off and gave it to her in 2003!! No that’s not a typo! So yeah. He was a negative, hateful person with a deep, horrible addiction to cigarettes which I hated. And he had a temper and turned around and blamed ME for his temper!!
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