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Today, 01:43 PM
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My need for attention and to cope with my loneliness I tend to larp a lot on the internet, I mean a lot. I also often ruminate, overthink and find myself unable to snap out of imaginary scenarios. This could just easily be something i read on the internet and my mind is now inside that story or whatever that i read. It hurts like hell and logic doesn't work there and a lot of times it doesn't even matter there.
So the depraved thing I did was I joined a forum for survivors of abuse and pretended to be a survivor when I wasn't. I channeled my emotions into creative writing and the made up scenarios and whatever i did to cope and I presented all of that as a real experience. I couldn't continue anymore. I felt guilty and I confessed. I did it on two forums actually. I got banned off one and I never got any replies or emails. the other i did get a very kind mail from the admin and I reiterated my confession post. They wanted to make sure that confession wasn't some way to cope with potential abuse. That is how considerate they were. I am a horrible person. |
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Today, 01:58 PM
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Today, 02:01 PM
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@rjdb well I hope so. I just feel bad betraying their trust. They were very vulnerable. I did make some friends and they must have felt terrible that I lied to them |
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Today, 03:30 PM
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