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I’m sorry for how depressed I sound.
I exist. That’s it. No family. Well family who wants me committed or in jail. I’m guessing jail is preferable or easier to pull off. I’ve been threatened with both. I’m not even sure why. I know that sounds insane but I’m so tired. I vacillate between rage at my family. To feeling ok. Whatever that is. I’m tired. I don’t want to die but I don’t know how to live anymore. I feel stupid. Useless. I’m just not sure what do anymore. I also have virtually no diagnosis because it gets changed on the whim of whatever ****ing doctor I see. I don’t even know what’s wrong. I’m so tired and virtually feel like nothing I try will improve my life. I feel like if I am doing okay that will get destroyed. I’m too worthless for nice things. |
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People post at MSF @Stillhuman and that sharing means something to the people here.
I am sorry you feel so down. I would try as much as possible to avoid people that judge you harshly or trigger your anger. I have an anger problem too and I work on it as much as possible. One thing that helps me is to stop and not react and be aware of my surroundings or my breath. Keep posting. We care. CANDC [If you want me to see your reply to this post please tag me by including @CANDC in your message - not in requoting my message and not the first word of your message]
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