We are all winning.

I have looked back on my post history and the same things i have been fighting with for eight years at least are still fighting me. I want to put a positive spin on this. It has not beat me. I will never let this disease take me down. I dont care how patheic it makes me feel, how useless, how broken, how crazy and disconnected i become, i will never fold. If you are here reading my post it means you are just like me. We are fighters. You are strong, so much stronger than you can even imagine for being able to push forward day after day. Thinking hateful things about myself is something that is so normal to me, thinking awful things about how i am is something that is natural. But in that same light, love is something that i give easily, i am not broken. You too reader, you are not broken, you are resilient. Everyday you complete is another win. You are a winner. I have a collection of moments where I have been very down, rock bottom moments, its going to take so much more to stop me. Keep fighting everyone, i know if i get knocked down, i will always get up.