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Recently I've uninstalled all Social Media Networks, Nudity exposure, selfies, and the given requests for money involved in chatting, and even conveying sexual thoughts are the main reasons. I am still living, but withdrawing from using all of my money for fantasy. While it is, or was a complete obsessive preoccupation I find the diminished interaction to feel a little lonely. Yet Social Media, and it's obsession had been very psychologically disturbing. I still live in a dream of having myself trafficked. Exposure on the other hand was physically damaging. I don't know for sure if prostitution has been made legal. Somehow the very invites were not realistic. In a moral sense I lived for masturbatory fantasy while on Social Media. My hope is now to apply my being more mindful to more socially constructive outcomes. With Social Media there is no differences between right and wrong, I do miss being able to share legitimate posting, however the real goal to apply myself to legitimate discussions based on the conditions of the dynamics of my life, and how my thought processes work, and living in terms of finding balance take priority.
With Social Media one does not find balance. Living balanced must be the goal I can hope to achieve daily in my life. It has only been recent, but I must find filling this lonliness, that started by removing socially obsessive preoccupations, to be the real work in setting task to undertake to achieve.
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